Sorry for the ‘repeat’
seeming image today – I fixed everything I wanted to on the Luna gown this
morning, and to me, it’s almost new again ! That got me wanting to try out my
newly altered pattern, so I tossed some fabric in the wash. I’ve also been
cleaning and tossing clutter, mostly to keep from feeling restless-hungry.
Having one of those days where I’m constantly on the prowl for food, but I know
it’s just mood, not actual appetite. I would gladly drink a glass of pickle
juice if it’d knock that out !
Started to wonder what we
spent last year’s tax refund on, ‘cause I couldn’t remember much beyond an
$800.+ bill to put license plates on the truck, so I dug through some old
Musingbook entries. Bad idea. Things weren’t well a year ago – heck, I wasn’t
well a year ago ! – and it seems most of our funds went to constantly rebuying
groceries and paying sky-high utility bills… then going out to eat, ‘cause we
were so depressed. I’m glad things have improved so much, but darn, some of
that was hard to read.
To distract m’self, I
decided to watch the new Star
Wars trailer. Even worse idea. It’s
not that it’s bad, far from it. It’s everything I wanted… back in 1999. Now, I
just can’t. I want to, so much, I want to fangasm over a grandfatherly Han Solo
like all the other geek girls, but it’s just not there, and knowing that hurts.
I wanted to soar with that incredible John Williams theme, I wanted to spring
up and shout and be young with none of that prequel crap in my head, but I just
couldn’t. I fully expect a representative from Disney / Lucasfilm LTD. at the
door Monday morning, scissors ready for my fangirl card.
I swear, I should have just
sat on the dryer ‘til my fabric was ready and sewed all day. Much better use of
my time than being depressed and morose and feeling old …
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