Current Mood : Yawny, for some reason.
Had to
scramble around a bit today – my air supplier came by and had to check the
equipment, and we’d already semi-trashed the bedroom since I cleaned it Monday.
Having the Wii in our room has its disadvantages, especially when a
twelve-year-old is involved. And I never did get to sweeping. At least I
finally got the washed new fabric – and washed recycled fabric – by the Arena,
instead of piling it up yet again at the foot of the bed.
A little down
today. Despite all the sweaty Wii Fit sessions, choosing water more often than
soda, taking all my meds no matter how late, and going for an apple instead of
a cupcake when both are available, I’ve gained nearly two pounds this week.
Makes me wonder what I’m doing all this for. I feel better, and that’s good,
but the weight gain has seriously quashed my enjoyment of it all. I did 36
minutes today, and it was easier and better than any session so far, but it
feels like I might as well be playing ‘Watch
TV : The Game !’ instead of forcing m’self through exercises that 90% of the
time, I don’t really wanna do.
Ah, I’m just
whining. Never mind me, I’m sure I’ll be a bit more bouncy tomorrow. Well,
maybe Friday. Dearest Son has a medical appointment of his own Thursday, and I
have no idea what to expect. And if you think my insomnia is bad before one of
my appointments, you can imagine what it’s like the night prior to one of his.
At least I’ll have time to fill out all that paperwork they sent us. That I
just now remembered.
One of the
good things about having limits on yer space is that, for you to still have it,
ya gotta love and want it more than a lot of other stuff. Finding that damp box
of books right on the heels of getting bookcase storage for all my volumes made
me go through them yet again. I’ve donated three so far, and started re-reading
some that I wasn’t sure why I still had ‘em.
Stephen King’s
Nightmares and Dreamscapes is under the pillow this week. Yes, I am an
unrepentant bedtime reader. While I loved Night
Shift, thought Needful Things was
darn near a treatise on the importance of face-to-face communication, was
half-convinced that my Christine
loved me back, too, and you’ll get my copies of The Stand and Different
Seasons only when my chilling body releases its grip on them, I had no idea
why I had Nightmares. Not a single
story in the lot had wound its way into my psyche. I was reminded of some that
had when someone on LiveJournal mentioned characters in ‘The Long Years’ and I
instantly recalled it in my head and heart from The Martian Chronicles, by Ray Bradbury. I can still smell that
cheap pulp paper my third-hand pocket paperback was printed on. My very first
science-fiction book, and a gateway to so many more. Chuck Jones once declared
that Mark Twain was his hero. Ray
Bradbury and Stephen King are two of mine. When it comes to brain space and
hard drives, I don’t limit m’self. I got lotsa memories and lotsa heroes.
Anyway, I’m
really enjoying the read. Maybe none of the stories really stand out. But if I
enjoy them every year or three, all over again, they don’t have to. Harry
Potter’s just gonna hafta wait ! I’m with King.
Hey girl! Don't get discouraged! Don't forget that muscle weighs more than fat! So it's not uncommon to gain weight. Be aware of how you feel and how your clothes are fitting more than the number on the scale!!! You are doing awesome! Keep it up! HUGS
ReplyDeleteYeah, you're right - as usual. It's silly to let the scale determine how I feel, mentally or physically. If it weren't Dr.s orders, I'd toss its digital butt out the window.
ReplyDeleteThanks. You're awesome at encouraging !