Okay. . . one more try.
(sigh) Vanished again, sorry, I think having long-term houseguests kind of
depressed me more than I thought. Yes, my ILs extended their stay past the
agreed on departure date of ‘before Halloween’. They left yesterday. I wrote
every day for weeks, so I’m in practice, but you don’t want to read a word of
it. It’s petty and vindictive and hateful and even I don’t like to remember how
small I get when they’re around, but it happens every time. It sounds terrible,
I know, but I’m just not m’self around them, and I’ve felt so much more ‘me’
today that I decided to go ahead and try yet another restart. Thanks for your
patience.
Health-wise, I’ve been OK.
Still tired a lot, and yeah, too depressed to do much, so I haven’t sewn or
plotted or really much of anything besides enough to get us by. I started back
with my bad eating habits and just now got those back in line a few days ago.
Gained 10 pounds. We’re slowly returning Chez Insanity to our place, which is
hard. The ILs hopped from ‘truck trailing car we gave them’ to ‘just car’ to ‘car
towing small trailer’ for their move, often changing their minds daily, so you can imagine what got left behind. A small amount
of it is useful to us, a smaller amount was ours (not given to them, they just
somehow have it), the rest of it is
useless dollar store / thrift shop junk. Including all the patterns and fabric
I bought her, plus yet another sewing machine. I have five, maybe six, now. The
garage is stuffed full, to the point where Beloved Hubby can’t move in there
and can barely store tools anymore, so we’re trying to clean it out as quick as
possible. He has a just-divorced co-worker, I think he’ll ‘inherit’ more than
we did !
I’m just glad things are
moving back to normal. For us, anyway. All the digs on Facebook, the food
hiding and disappearances, silent treatments. . . all gone. They’re BIL’s
responsibility soon, and I hope they’ll be happier with them than they evidently
were with us.
Beloved and Dearest Son
rented Finding Dory tonight – how
thoughtful ! Believe it or not, I haven’t seen it, mostly due to the theme and
my challenges with my own parents. Man, I can’t get along with anybody, can I ? :)
Looking forward to reclaiming
more of Chez Insanity tomorrow – hope your first December weekend was amazing !
Welcome back again DorrieBelle. Here's hoping your holidays are happy and that your New Year is better than this year. Though from what I've heard online, 2016 has been a disappointing year for a lot of people. But you know what they say; things can only go up from here. Hopefully that's true.
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Hi again, Dorriebelle.I'm glad to hear you're OK and that you're getting your space and your time back. Take care :D
ReplyDeleteGlad to see that you are back, and that you are still feeling well health wise! Even though you may feel bad for writing somethings, I still believe it can be very helpful, even if it's just for your eyes and you delete it right after. It helps to get those feelings out in a cathartic way. You have been so missed!!
ReplyDeleteSorry your houseguests were so ungracious, but hopefully you guys will have your space back in shape soon!
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